Monday, April 26, 2010

To Whom This May Concern,

I need to forgive. Myself and you too. I shall do so here, as I am not sure saying so to your face would do any good.
I forgive you for not being the person I thought you were, for wanting something different out of life than I.
For allowing the want for more to overcome you, and for not being strong enough to fight
You could never have been all things to me.
I forgive you, as you are not my souls mate, so you never had a chance.
I forgive myself for not trusting myself, when I knew it all along
For allowing the want for more to over come me, and for not understanding that, then
I did love you with all that I knew of love then.
I also forgive myself for holding on when I should have let go
Now, that I see life, love, and who I am
I can let you go, without hurt, blame, or shame.
I will hope that no harm will come to you, and remember the dreams we shared.
I will honor the lessons you brought to my life.
You gave me many great joys, and brought me to this place,
I hope that you will be the best you, that you can be.
And we will both be happy.

Good-bye old friend,


Thursday, April 22, 2010

Nakedness was in the title?

I’ve spotted this on a few blogs — and thought I’d jump on the bandwagon.

Never in my life have I been: outside of Canada :(

The one person who can drive me nuts is: hmmmm....there be several in real life, but I shall let them remain nameless. Miley Cyrus drives me a bit batty. Stupid people also drive me bonkers!!!!!!!!!!!!

High school: It was one big, long hallway. Enuf said

When I’m nervous: my ears get red

The last song I listened to was: by Iron and Wine...nakedness was in the title? I cannot remember the complete title, but I know it was about nakedness

If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honour: Hmmm...I think I would have to say I would be going it alone if I were ever to enter matrimony again. I'd want it to be as simple as possible

My hair is:brown now. Thinking of going red? hmmm...

When I was 5: I still didnt' know how to tie my own shoes. But my sister showed me how.

I should be: working out more. But i have lost my momentum. I should be looking harder for it.

When I look down I see: my shoes. I usually take them off and go barefoot, so they are kicked off and in a pile beside me in case i need to slip 'em on quickly

The happiest recent event was: a letter I got from my love!

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ I’d be: I have been told Phoebe. Cuz I'm strange and random

By this time next year: I will be in a different, more peaceful place

My current gripe is: I'm hungry and on a strict budget. It's KD for us!

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my love

Take my advice: It is what it is

The thing I want to buy: this list is long. First though, I would buy food.

If you spent the night at my house: you may be molested by my dog

The world could do without: stupidity and ignorance. And Speedos.

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: I bought a picture frame at a garage sale.

My favourite blonde is: Kmac

My favourite brunette is: My love

My favourite redhead is: My girlie!

My middle name is: Eve

Once, at a bar: I took my shoes off and climbed a cage

If I was an animal I’d be: a hummingbird.

Tonight I am: working. Being grateful. Sleeping I hope

Et toi…?

We are all Warrior Princesses

~"This is impossible" - Alice Kingsley

~"Only if you believe it is." - Madhatter

~Every Woman Should Know...

~how to fall in love without losing herself...

~how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship...

~when to try harder, and when to walk away...

~how to have a good time at a party she'd never choose to attend...

~how to ask for what she wants in a way that makes it most likely she'll get it...

~that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or her parents...

~that her childhood may not have been perfect, but it's over...

~what she would and wouldn't do for love or money...

~how to live alone, even if she doesn't like it..

~whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she should't take it personally...

~where to it her best friend's kitchen table...or a charming inn in the woos...when her soul needs soothing...

~what she can and can't accomplish in a day...or a month...a year

~one old love she can imagine going back to...and one who reminds her how far she has come...

~enough money within her control to move out and rent a place on her own. Even if she never wants or needs to...

~something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...

~a youth she's content to leave behind

~a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retellinng it in her old age...

~the realization that she is actually going to have an old age and some money set aside to fund it...

~a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...

~one friend who makes her laugh...and one who lets her cry

~a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone in the family...

~eight matching plates, wine glasses and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored...

~a resume that is not even the slightest bit padded...

~a feeling of control over her destiny...

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Wherever you go, there you are

Wrote this Dec 30th, 2009 at 3;37 p.m. in Facebook notes:

1. Learn to play guitar

2. Meditate

3. Plant a garden

4. Learn to belly dance

5. Take a vacation

6.Cook through an entire cookbook

7.Blog more on my blog

8.Plan a girls weekend

9.Take a course i want to take

10. No drama

Update: Learned a few chords so far. I have learned to quiet down enough to medidate. I have learned the sashay around like Shakira...after a few rather funny looking attempts. Took a 'sorta' vacation. I have been cooking, and trying new recipies all the time...but not necessarily a cookbook. I blog much more! I am gettin busy workin on kicking drama to the curb...with moderate to looking good results.

Monday, April 12, 2010

I was made for loving you....Ode to a Weekend

This weekend was all about being awesome!! Tubular!! Stellar!! Neat0oOh!!! I loved it! Here's what went down:
I got a bottle of red after work at 9 on friday! I got home to a spink and span, clean as a whistle, home, the smooth jazz still on (I'm having fun at 'showing' my home or sale!) ran myself a bath, and hoped on in! Oh.....I raided some easter basket for leftover chocolate! Ah...Fridaying. My Love came over later, and spoiled me again with these pretty white mini roses~~

Satur-'funbag' day brought a crazy mix of creativity. Got up at 7 a.m.(There's the crazy...crazy old, whytf can't I sleep in anymore?!) Gotta gram alot of Satur-funbag day in while the goings good I guess! After some leisurely lazying aboot, we went out for breakfast to this cute lil corner gig, The Komfort Kafe. Super-happy morning staff there, served us up some of the best hashbrowns ever to tangle with my tastebuds! Caught up on the morning news...and made my first 'Random Kindness' drop

Check them out, from I made stickers outta them (ahhhhh..I LOVE, LOVE,LOVE 2-sided tape...ALOT!)

Then we proceeded over to the library where I got a stack of their largest books. Decorating books, and such only come in XL apparently! And off to commence Garage Sale Season 2010!! 3 Cheers and a fist pump in the air for garage sale season!
I got me some treasures: A red computer chair, new buttons for my purse...Donnie Walberg!!! Ronald McDonald, Energy Efficient Inspector and one that say, "Life is a mutual affair," All for FREE!!

And this stuff too!

The book is called Indias Love Songs, By: Laurence Hope. We located it at this nifty old used bookstore. So many wonderful treasure is other peoples junk!

We made Thai Sweet and Sour tofu for dinner:

So delish!

Then we created some art:

We crashed out nice and early, in a 'we were busy having fun' bliss. Sunday was full of coffee, dog walking, picture taking, taking it easy Sundayish fun.

Xoxoxo Weekend...I heart you, longtime!
P.S. A great huge junk of my day off Monday was used to bring you this Blog, and cussing alot about the cussing pictures not cussing going up properly. Cuss that is annoying. (Movie quote 'cussing'...from The Fantastic Mr. Fox pretty decent movie: FYI) Today was also brought to you by my grat-itude project. Check it out at

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Change is inevitable, except in vending machines

I've had to see different specialist lately. And I have left their offices grateful but, is it one decides to be a 'butt' doctor, (to the mature in the crowd...a GI doc) or a 'twat' doctor (ob-gyn). What??? Twat is better than other words!?! Which led me to thinking some more. I work at a telephone all day. I don't like to talk on the phone much when i get home. My love, he works with computers...he doesn't use the computer hardly at all after 5. So does the va jay jay doc go home, and say to the wife, "I've been looking at those all day...i just can't tonight huney?" That would suck to be that wifey! Also those sample collectors....worst job ever. Think you've had a ruff day...imagine the lab tech who spills on his/her shoes that day!! YUCK!! YUCK!!Kudos to all of you who can do these jobs. I would tip you if i could!
So ya...been up to some major hard thinking there. Also fun has been:
EASTER!!! The bunny showed up:And I made Mini Me an awesome breakie in bed:My love and I painted together, and I have some new decor for walls I'm selling:
I colored my hair brown for a change:

Spring has sprung and I'm spoiled:

and in love!!!And that's all for today. Over n' out for now!